i started this month w/ 6 tabling NL200 ( 6max) and then came down to NL100 ( 9 tabing 6max ) where last time i visited 2 years ago, i guess i cant win anywhere...





i have to start playing more cause omg, 4 months in a row of losing...

i cash out every month ~1,7k$, so i'm starting to feel a 'little' uncomfortable w/ this, i'm not sure what can help me, cause it's like when i'm playing alone w/ noone watching sometimes i'm not fully concentrated and i cant lay down a hand, and when i'm posting in hand forums it's obv. for me i should fold, and it's not about tilt, i make those kind of plays out of the blue. i had also some beats this month, but it's normal, i still can make much better.

and of course it's all my fault, which makes me feel 'great', cause i shouldn't go to NL400 till i have good winrate at N200, i thought i have BR for it -> i can go, and here i am now... playing NL100





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it was like a parade of bad beats

i'm playing better, but i can still focus so much more...

and i should play more, i have to wake up at 9-10 AM so that my day will look normally


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i feel like summing up

6max, 4-9 tabling




looks like i'm a long term loser, i'm the one you ppl make money on, funny thing is i make a living playing poker, and if not some winnings in MTTs, rakeback, bonuses on many sites i'd have much less. i chose to play poker professionally 1,5 year ago, those are my hands from last ~8 months. i even played w/ coach, played w/ friends watching and it looks like im playing better when someones watching me, asking questions why i play like this or i just tell what im thinking while playing. it looks like im not thinking while playing, not putting ppl on ranges of hands, not thinking about what can he have, what kind of hand he plays this or that way. it's time for a change or i should go back to uni, cause it looks im wasting my time. it was always easy to play and win and i spent so small amount of time learning, i know i have money for bills and living and it's not motivating me to do something w/ my game, i like playing and winning but it looks like i just play my cards like some fish, what i learned it was some from CR, some from friends, but when i play i don't make an effort to think hard and use my intelligence to win as much as possible.


it's time for a change, or i'll end up working in mcdonalds some day ...


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